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Tuesday, 12 February 2013

Broken like I'm never gonna heal

That's the way I'm feeling at the moment. Fragile and delicate and in pieces. (Thank you Lady Antebellum for the line).

There are a lot of changes a foot in the blushing peonies household and some stormy seas ahead.

I don't go in to too much deep and meaningful detail on my blog, I prefer to keep things light hearted but after a really REALLY rough 5 years and when we thought we saw light at the end of the tunnel, we have been stamped on yet again. The past fortnight has been horrendous. Lots of tears and sleepless nights but the one thing which did cheer my sorry soul is this:


My wonderful Sister surprised me with this beautiful card with such heartfelt words inside and this collection of goodies. She also got me a tub of my favourite Ben and Jerrys ice-cream.

So although things look really bleak at the moment, it is at times like these I realise I am loved and for that I am so very thankful.

22 comments:

  1. I'm so sorry to hear this, but I'm sure you're strong and can get through this. Sometimes life can be unfair and just really crappy. You're thinking you've taken enough, suffered enough, paid your dues - and then you get stomped on all over again. I'm certain that everything that happens to us is a lesson and/or a challenge. But that doesn't make it less difficult. Still, you're loved, and that's something to be overjoyed about! Thank you for the comment on my blog!

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    1. Thank you Sascha. I agree I think everything that happens to us is a lesson, it just seems that we are in 'homework overload' at the moment. But I am strong and I am sure we will get through this, it will just take time and some readjustment along the way. x

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  2. Very sorry to hear you are unhappy Kay. What a lovely thoughtful sister you have! I hope life improves for you soon:)
    ~Anne xx

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    1. Thank you so much Anne. She is a star, she doesn't say much but she is so thoughtful! x

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  3. Ah Kay I'm so sorry you're having a rough time - wish there was something I could do to help. Hopefully you'll feel better with time and your lovely sister looking out for you? Take care of yourself xx

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    1. Thanks Jen. I guess I have been delivered a lorry load of lemons but we all have that at some point in life don't we! Thanks for your lovely comment x

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  4. So sorry to hear you're having a hard time, but glad to hear you have support around you x

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  5. Sorry to read you're having such a rough time. I hope you feel better soon & remember that there's always light at the end of the dark tunnel.. Even though it can seem like it'll never come. Take care and lean on the support you get from your sister and friends!

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    1. That is very true, there is always light at the end of the tunnel. It might seem obscured right now, but it is there. Thanks for your kind words.

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  6. Sorry to hear this Kay but whatever happens it will make you stronger. Nice thoughtful gift from your sis. Sending hugs x

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    1. Hugs gratefully received! Thanks hun x

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  7. You are very strong for writing this Kay, and I truly wish you the best and lots of joy. I'm sending a little sparkly lightball that'll hopefully show you that there is light at the end of this long terrible road.

    That sister of yours sounds Heaven sent, I'll have to let my sissie read this post in hope that she'll do the same when the time comes!
    You bring a lot of joy in my day by commenting on my blog, and I'd really like to do the same x

    xo

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    1. Thank you for your beautiful words, they really gave me a lift! :) The sparkly lightball is gratefully received and I am sure your Sis will be there for you when you need her. Sisters are the best x

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  8. Love this post; raw, honest and real.
    I really hope that things start to look up for you and you are extremely lucky to have such a thoughtful sister!
    p.s those cakes have made me SUPER HUNGRY for cake now!! Oh no!
    x

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    1. Thanks Nicola, sometimes you just got to put it out there so to speak. Blogs can't always be fluffy and pink ;) and I like to share what and how I'm feeling and hopefully I can help others along the way. (Sorry about making you hungry for cake though!) x

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  9. Really sorry to read this, Kay. I know your posts are normally more cheery but sometimes it's nice to read what's really going on in a bloggers life, just wish yours was under positive circumstances!

    On the bright side it sounds like you have a great family who will be with you and support you no matter what happen... and to bring you delicious cakes in between of course! ha

    Hope you're feeling better soon and everything works out ok! My thoughts are with you x

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    1. Thanks for the lovely words Sam. I am sure I will get there, we will sail these stormy seas and before we know it we'll we coasting on the crystal calm shoreline I am sure x

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  10. Aw, huge hugs!
    I'm sorry for whatever is happening in your life, sounds quite terrible.
    I hope things pick up super quickly.

    What a lovely sister. <3

    xxx

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    1. Thank you, things are a lot better since I posted this. Business is looking up so fingers crossed :)

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  11. Sorry to hear this and I hope things get better soon. Much happier times will come x

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    1. Things are starting to look up now. As they say - it's always darkest before the dawn. x

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